Sunday, November 1
dont stop the rain ...
coz it hides all the tears ...
halo ... hari ini adalah 1 november .. 2009 ..
bulan depan, aku akan jadi 17 taon ..
dan bulan depan, akan hari natal ..
bulan ini, 27 hari lagi ... aku akan selesai sekolah ..
taon depan, masuk SMA 3 .. taon terakhir ku di sekolah ...
sekarang ini, aku lagi mau jalan2 di bawanya hujan ..
ga tau kenapa ... tapi lagi mau aeh ..
aku lagi mau anjing, supaya saya bisa jalan2 dan maen2 dengannya ..
aku lagi mau sepatu warna warni karena keliatan aneh ..
minggu depan aku ada ujian piano .. aku kepingin pass ..
please let me pass the exam .. oh please ...
because i do not want to have to repeat the process again ..
a shame, a waste of time, a pity ..
it'll be my fault due to my lack of not practising everyday .. one hour or more ..
tomorrow is another school day ... geography exam .. again ..
continuing from last week .. the colouring section will be continued ..
i want to be able to compose a song for music well ..
a minimum of one minute doesnt seem long, but i do not want to fail it either ..
i hope my previous marks will raise this mark up ..
i want to be able to know what i want to do with my life ..
i dont want to be hanging from one line always. . i want to be able to move from one line to another ..
i want to meet someone but now is not a good time to think about it .. i shall wait. . be patient ..
i want to have a job ... please let me get accepted. .. am i that bad at applying for jobs for not getting one until now?
it takes time i know .. i shall wait until one job decides to finally accept me ..
i dont care about the pay .. just pay me above $8 and i'll be happy ..
i want to live alone .. or with my sisters .. to not be worrying about so many bills alot ..
and not to be hearing the voices of others telling me things i dont want to hear ..
even the things i do want to hear ..
i feel like going to the beach ... just laying out on the sand, under the sun .. i dont care about getting tanned ..
i just want to relax .. i dont know when would be the best time for it ..
i want to walk in the rain barefeet ... feeling the coldness of the rain ..
i want to fly away out into the sky .. and stay in the clouds ...
i want to fly in an aeroplane out to another country and enjoy my time without having to worry about money and other things. ..
i want to be able to sleep for 12 hours without any distraction other than having good dreams ..
please help me to be able to choose what i would like to do in uni ... after i finish high school ..
coz it hides all the tears ...
halo ... hari ini adalah 1 november .. 2009 ..
bulan depan, aku akan jadi 17 taon ..
dan bulan depan, akan hari natal ..
bulan ini, 27 hari lagi ... aku akan selesai sekolah ..
taon depan, masuk SMA 3 .. taon terakhir ku di sekolah ...
sekarang ini, aku lagi mau jalan2 di bawanya hujan ..
ga tau kenapa ... tapi lagi mau aeh ..
aku lagi mau anjing, supaya saya bisa jalan2 dan maen2 dengannya ..
aku lagi mau sepatu warna warni karena keliatan aneh ..
minggu depan aku ada ujian piano .. aku kepingin pass ..
please let me pass the exam .. oh please ...
because i do not want to have to repeat the process again ..
a shame, a waste of time, a pity ..
it'll be my fault due to my lack of not practising everyday .. one hour or more ..
tomorrow is another school day ... geography exam .. again ..
continuing from last week .. the colouring section will be continued ..
i want to be able to compose a song for music well ..
a minimum of one minute doesnt seem long, but i do not want to fail it either ..
i hope my previous marks will raise this mark up ..
i want to be able to know what i want to do with my life ..
i dont want to be hanging from one line always. . i want to be able to move from one line to another ..
i want to meet someone but now is not a good time to think about it .. i shall wait. . be patient ..
i want to have a job ... please let me get accepted. .. am i that bad at applying for jobs for not getting one until now?
it takes time i know .. i shall wait until one job decides to finally accept me ..
i dont care about the pay .. just pay me above $8 and i'll be happy ..
i want to live alone .. or with my sisters .. to not be worrying about so many bills alot ..
and not to be hearing the voices of others telling me things i dont want to hear ..
even the things i do want to hear ..
i feel like going to the beach ... just laying out on the sand, under the sun .. i dont care about getting tanned ..
i just want to relax .. i dont know when would be the best time for it ..
i want to walk in the rain barefeet ... feeling the coldness of the rain ..
i want to fly away out into the sky .. and stay in the clouds ...
i want to fly in an aeroplane out to another country and enjoy my time without having to worry about money and other things. ..
i want to be able to sleep for 12 hours without any distraction other than having good dreams ..
please help me to be able to choose what i would like to do in uni ... after i finish high school ..
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