Friday, June 19
♥ the thoughts of a sixteen year old ..
the thoughts running through my head changes from time to time .. second to second .. minute to minute ... a movie watched equals a life wanted .. a fairy tale .. it might be impossible .. but it might also not .. delicious food eaten, warms the hearts.... an oreo, makes us laugh with its 'twist-lick-dip' motto... peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are good .. cookies'n'cream ice cream are wonderful... i've just watched a movie with a sport, paragliding .. it makes me want to go .. see the aurora... see the mountains and the fields ... i want to go visit a farm .. any farm ... see the farm animals and see the plants and the vegetables grown .. i want to get away, go on a road trip .. somewhere .. anywhere .. dangerous or relaxing i dont mind .. not too dangerous though ... another bruise developed on my right knee due to a small wooden table in the living room... dinner made by me ... too much, i couldnt life the frying pan ... ending was good, presentation was dodgy ... taste was okay ... music i want to listen to .. i want to sing to .. i want to drink ... water, yakult and alcohol ... i miss it ... i want to spend more times with my friends.. whatever we do ... go to cinemas and have popcorn fights ... running around wildly at school ... sudden hugs from behind are scary but warm ... i want to get more hugs sometimes ... i want a puppy .. i want a guinea pig ... i want ... so many things ... i want a transformer figurine .. and a collectable car ... i want to get a toy once in awhile .. its really nice .. i havent gotten one for awhile now.. the last one i had was a a very cute penguin .. i really appreciated it .. i like it ... and i named it egg .. i feel like cooking .. and i feel like baking .. i will do so ... today or tomorrow .. before i leave, to camp that is on monday .. starting monday .. i would like to leave behind just for one week something nice .. something yummy .. mm ...maybe one day, someone will be able to make me something ... these days, i feel like i want someone ... someone whom i can smile to when i get a text from, a call from, a compliment from ... not just from friends .. mmmm .. maybe one day it will come, i just have to be patient .. im not in a hurry .. i dont think i am .. mmm ... winter winter , why dont you snow here?... i want to see the snow .. have a snowball fight please ... get snow on my palms .. see the first snowflake ... paint and colour my fingernails orange .. oh i would go for it .
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