Saturday, September 12
♥ 12`09`09
one day ...
i would like to buy presents without thinking of its cost ..
to give my sisters things that they both want and would like without thinking of its cost .. again ..
i would like to have a dog ..
a puppy to start with, then name it, then train it like a human ..
i would like to travel somewhere by myself ..
not trying to exclude anyone but just having that moment where you tell yourself "woww .. this is my first time going out by myself" ..
i would like to be able to know my goal and what i want to do with life ..
without parents bugging me about it and giving me all these bullshit ..
i would like to be among friends who all say the truth to each other ..
rather than saying things that arent true .. i guess, once in a while would be fine ..
i would like to have someone tell me that it's not going to be alright ..
and not tell me that everything will be alright and that i shouldnt worry too much ..
i would like to roam around freely with/or without my sisters without my parents being a hovering helicopter ..
look at us .. are we kids still? i dont think so .. but they still do ..
i would like to dip wedges or chips in hot chocolate sauces ontop of pancakes of waffles again ..
that was fun and i created a new taste =)
i would like to eat as much as i can and not go fat ..
or maybe ... gain then lose the fat the next minute. .
i would like to pass all of my subjects in high school ..
without having the teachers pissing me off and the classes making me snore ..
i would like to make more new friends and not just the ones in high school ..
variety is good, but socializing with new people is scary and lazy ..
i would like to go to a cinema watching a movie by myself ..
eating a popcorn or those choc tops ice cream but the ones that wont melt till the end of the movie ..
i would like to buy something nice for myself without feeling bad about it ..
may it be food or a treat or a book or a game or a plushie ..
i would like to have internet connections to be as smooth and quick ..
without the need of having to wait for it to do so. .
i would like to live by myself one day for awhile, have a pet, earn money, have friends, eating out in the balcony or porch feeling the cool breeze, looking out at the window, sleeping in till the afternoon, not doing anything during the weekends ..
i would like so many things in this world and these are just some of it ~~~
i would like to buy presents without thinking of its cost ..
to give my sisters things that they both want and would like without thinking of its cost .. again ..
i would like to have a dog ..
a puppy to start with, then name it, then train it like a human ..
i would like to travel somewhere by myself ..
not trying to exclude anyone but just having that moment where you tell yourself "woww .. this is my first time going out by myself" ..
i would like to be able to know my goal and what i want to do with life ..
without parents bugging me about it and giving me all these bullshit ..
i would like to be among friends who all say the truth to each other ..
rather than saying things that arent true .. i guess, once in a while would be fine ..
i would like to have someone tell me that it's not going to be alright ..
and not tell me that everything will be alright and that i shouldnt worry too much ..
i would like to roam around freely with/or without my sisters without my parents being a hovering helicopter ..
look at us .. are we kids still? i dont think so .. but they still do ..
i would like to dip wedges or chips in hot chocolate sauces ontop of pancakes of waffles again ..
that was fun and i created a new taste =)
i would like to eat as much as i can and not go fat ..
or maybe ... gain then lose the fat the next minute. .
i would like to pass all of my subjects in high school ..
without having the teachers pissing me off and the classes making me snore ..
i would like to make more new friends and not just the ones in high school ..
variety is good, but socializing with new people is scary and lazy ..
i would like to go to a cinema watching a movie by myself ..
eating a popcorn or those choc tops ice cream but the ones that wont melt till the end of the movie ..
i would like to buy something nice for myself without feeling bad about it ..
may it be food or a treat or a book or a game or a plushie ..
i would like to have internet connections to be as smooth and quick ..
without the need of having to wait for it to do so. .
i would like to live by myself one day for awhile, have a pet, earn money, have friends, eating out in the balcony or porch feeling the cool breeze, looking out at the window, sleeping in till the afternoon, not doing anything during the weekends ..
i would like so many things in this world and these are just some of it ~~~
8:21 pm
