Sunday, June 27
♥ one, two, three ..
i worked today ..
these were my shift times so far,
friday 25june - 6-9ish
saturday 26june - 12.15 till 3ish, 6ish-10ish.
i saw him1 and him2 these past few weeks, just only once ..
both of them saw me, but only one actually spoke ..
i saw him1 infront of a japanese mini restaurant near uq,
he didnt realise who i was but eventually did ..
he still talks to my friend, but not much of me ..
i guess its those moments and feelings you wish you want to get over but you cant if you keep seeing them right?
well, thats what he said ... he said he didnt want to ... didnt want to tell me whether he would go back, or stay here ..
anyway, i saw him2 in a store in city ..
i was smsing someone and was looking for someone till i saw him,
i think we made eye contact, but we both looked away ..
if he wanted to talk, he wouldve said hello ... but he didnt ..
i guess thats life ..
people come and go, whether they do say goodbye, or they slowly dissapear right from your eyes ...
im not working much ...
even this week, i am on holidays and next week as well ...
but this week, im only getting one shift, thursday night ..
i wished someone could visit me ..
the only people that have suddenly randomly visited me are my sister's friends ..
my sister's gone to korea ..
i miss her ... im sorry ..
is this the first time ive been .. or will be this long without her? living without her , living in the house ..
seeing her .. etc. ..
soon, mum and other sister will go .. why?
i dont know ...... feel so alone ..
but rama is here with me, only at home .. but still okay ^^
i need something to do, yes, i will do something !!
these few days i already have plans so it is good ..
i hope others will make plans with me agaain ...
saturday - work afternoon/night
sunday - meet anna/richard, ate at cafe21, bodyguards so scary, i was known as the minor =|, walked around, ate at oyama with ko chris, ko sandy, ko andri and lina ..
monday- ice skating with i dont know who is coming, but some is couples ==" but eddd said he'll come, so we'll just keep each other company ...i hope ...
tuesday - nothing, going to bmw getting the car ... BLACK!
wednesday - nothing at the moment ..
thursday - work nightshift ..
friday - im hoping to do something .. but not sure what ...
i have to ask harry ... he said he wanted to go somewhere, do something, and plus, ive rejected his invites few times .. i feel bad ... but should ask other people, but hes going to his beachhouse again in sunnycoast =( so. .. mmm ....
need to go somewhere with nadia and then rebecca ... dont know where, dont know what to do .. but yes,.. those things ..
when vanessa gets back from hongkong, do something wild again ...
have to wait for jeffi to come back from taiwan to get the weird awkward team [jeffi, vanessa, edddi and me] going out again ..
i wonder if jay will give my number to b? ah well, if he does, he will, if he doesnt, oh well.
i feel like ................................................................................... sitting on a hill .. watching a movie ...
sometimes i wished life could be easier ...
dont have to think much, dont have to do much ..
12:55 am
